Judys
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I was born in 1953, this makes me old but still a goodie.
I was born in the middle, with two older sisters and two younger brothers.
My parents were middle class and I grew up in a middle class neighborhood.
I started dressing as some of us have, I was 5 or 6, it was Halloween and I had no costume so my mother blesses her dressed me in one of my older sisters dresses.When I had the dress on she asked if I wanted some padding up front, I said yes and received a 32-A bra with Kleenex to fill out the little cups, panties, and when I complained that my legs were cold I also so got a pair of tights.
That was the start of my love for female attire, borrowing things from my sisters or mother when ever I could, so by the time I was in my teens I was fully committed to crossdressing at least in secret .
It was wonderful and lonely at the same time, many of nights I sat by my self and cried out of joy and loneliness, I thought I was gay or some how perverted, why did I like this.
Well, thats one I struggled with for many years, then I finally decided, because I had tried to quit and had many purges without success this was just something I would have to live with.
My life now is 50/50 male by day and female after work but even during the day I always wear panties ( it's only decent ) and all winter long I'm wearing a tight un-padded bra 36-AA even at work, usually under a bulky sweater.
Well that's about all for now.
Hugs
JUDY