I Gotta Do
Poem by Gypsypashn • Photo by Jill Burhans
 

 
My wild younger days
are catching up with me
I done gone way past
the age of 53
I'm about as washed up
as a woman could be
But I put on a smile, a smile outside
'Cuz I gotta do what I got to, to ride
 
My body aches;
it suffers from the cold
My bones these days
are feeling mighty old
And my muscles now have
a mind of their own
But I just don't pay it no mind
'Cuz I gotta do what I got to, to ride
 
My wrist's in a wrap
My hip's in a cast
I done broke my foot,
this summer past
My back's in a brace
My arm's in a sling
I'm told I shouldn't do
much of anything
Behind that statement you know
I won't hide
'Cuz I gotta do what I got to, to ride
 
Hell, if I were the tin man
My joints they'd be rust
The rest of me would
Make a nice bronze bust
That's as sedentary as the doc's say
I should be
But they just don't know
What's goin' on
inside me
So I just take it all in;
all in, in stride
'Cuz I gotta do what I got to, to ride
 
I've left along the way
Some bodily parts
Some's been donated
To saving the arts
So with what's left
I'll hold onto;
hold onto inside
Cuz' I gotta do what I got to, to ride
 
Liquid libation
gives me duration
And I can wear a brace
and ski mask my face
I can don mittens and woolens
And be all warm inside
'Cuz I gotta do what I got to, to ride 
 
Well, on days I be hurting
And feeling a bit ill
I know I can pop me
another one of them special pills
That sure nuff gonna give me
Give me the will to survive
'Cuz I gotta do what I got to, to ride
 
Well the doc's say I'm pure loco
Done gone lost my sense
Hell, it's like I fell
on the other side of the fence
But I pick myself up
Like a newborn bride
'Cuz I gotta do what I got to, to ride
 
Well done gone lost my body
And now some say, my mind
People be a talking
And say I'm "that kind"
The type that be crazy
And should be locked up
But I let um know
that I'm just a young pup
And keep them in kind
'Cuz I gotta do what I got to, to ride
 
Well you can say
what you want to
Hell; even mean what you say
But I'll just get on my scoot
And ride away
And I won't look back
And with that keep my pride
'Cuz I gotta do what I got to, to ride


Previously published in Road Poet.

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