Confusing Feeling

Is it normal the way I feel?
When hearing your name
Feels like being stabbed with steal
Your name, it follows me
Your face, it haunts me
When you’re far away
It’s like torture
But when you’re closer
It gets worser

Those oblivious dark brown eyes
Suck the poise out of me
And that voice of yours so deep
I could fall through it endlessly
Brushing past you
Just makes me weak
An answer is what I seek

But I have the desire
To be as close to you as I can
(contradicting feelings inside)
When I sit next to you and there lies your hand
(when will this ever subside)
I wish to reach out and clutch it so you wont leave my side

Deep down it hurts
Knowing that I cant have you
But this feeling towards you will never change

Its strong, controlling
Exhausting,
Nerve-racking

Do you think it can be?
Just maybe…
Maybe…

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