Really, have you ever had that feeling where you don't hate someone, but you don't like him or her either? This apathetic feeling, it's never happened to me before. And people you really enjoy, you do get tired of at times, but not in the manner that makes you feel as if you've onset stomach virus whenever you look (or think) of them. And you don't want to say, "Get away from me!" because, isn't that harsh? Isn't that cruel? But something must be done! I cannot stand being hugged around like a little black bear, especially by people who give me the similar effects as e coli! So stay away, get away, you who will never see this. I'll tell you sometime. And you?ll probably reach out and try to "understand it" (not everything must be analyzed!), and then leave it be. And that'll be good. It'll be just what I'm expecting of you. To let whatever you think die. Because really, I can't stand you in long doses. And you have flings for romances, and flings for styles, but flings for friends will never do. So go!
O8-21-04
Be friends with someone else. My cruel heart speaks, and I listen.
