Other than adding the videos and changing some of the links in the "Contact" section into buttons, nothing really happened today. My eye hurt like crap today, I was like temporarily blind for a few hours so I just laid in my bed for most of the day. When it felt better (which it really does) I got back online and listened to music... as always. Then I ate a large order of Chinese food which makes up for the last 3 or 4 days of not eating. I'm stuffed and tired now, but I have to stay awake to watch the Yankees!!! :O

-Girlfriend, Briana, love her to death

-Baseball, sport, play it as if my life depended on it

-Summer, season, ehh you can call it fun

-Movies, entertainment, I've seen a shitload of them

-Camel Beach, waterpark, most fun I've had all summer I guess! =D

I think that's all I've got to say. Since I like this layout more I'll actually update this time and not stop after a while. No matter how many people don't look at it and read this stuff! =D But yeah, love the new layout. I should really stick to it. >_>

Well, let's start out with girls to get that out of the way. I've been messing with these two girls. One is a girl I met in the subway one day. I thought she looked pretty good so I went up to her and started talking to her, she got my number and we got closer since then (I talked to her in February)... She had a boyfriend, but we still kissed and all that. She broke up with him for me, but I didn't take the offer 'cause I'm an ass. Now she has another boyfriend and yet we still kiss and do more now. It's a crazy cycle, but I can live with it. The other girl goes to my school. She's had a crush on me supposedly since school started. She is a bit different I'd say. I mean don't get me wrong, she's cool. Her body is above average for young teens, but her personality has to kind of kill it. She doesn't talk much probably from the fact that her teeth are really bad or atleast that's what I hear. I know she has bad teeth 'cause when she does happen to talk she talks with her mouth closed or her lips wrapping around her teeth. She's a little quiet horny girl, that's all I know. But yeah, that's enough about girls.

I've been playing baseball almost everyday after school and on weekends since last I posted. I guess I've been getting better, but the thing is my friends and I don't get to play on the fields very often which is where I play best. We have to play on the very bumpy and dangerous grass and that takes a lot out of my game. Plus we can't determine who hits farther when there's no borderline (the edge of the infield sand)... So yeah, I can't wait til the summer.

School. Not a problem. My report card grades are a 97 in Math, 93 in Global, 92 in English, and 80 in Physics. Where the 80 came from? Don't ask me... I'll bring it up this period only because with high grades there's no problem with me being on a sports team or camp and stuff. I WILL join the team next year and get as good in baseball as I possible can. I'll be the best, don't worry! xD

Hey, this is something new I'm trying out. I have a big notebook thing which I just started using. In this I'll be drawing as much as I possible can (before I get a real sketchbook of course) and I'll be writing stuff. I tried to make a little freestyle thing up, but it wasn't all that good in my opinion. I'll put it here anyway.

"Shit just comes to me
Like a moth to a flame
Or better yet
Like an actor to fame
Or a player to the game.

Writing all these lines
Making all these rhymes
I'm new to it all
Beginning to crawl
Once I start walking
I'm sure I'll fall
But I'll get back up

'Cause there's something you don't know about me
I'm what you used to want to be
You know
One of the best
Soon though
I'll be better than the rest
Yeah it's a cliche
But let me tell you
It sounds better when I say it that way

I just own you
I'm like A. Rod to Colon
Ring, ring pick up the phone
What? Your girl dumped you
Now you're alone
Matter fact, I'll be your friend
I'll stop the slaughter here and put it to an end."

Post in my guestbook... Tell me what you think about these kinda things. I'll be drawing more too. Comment, please.

Very long time since I've updated! xD I should be getting a new layout soon so expect some changes. It'll hopefully be bigger to take up the whole page and more space for my crap, no splash page so you won't have the pop-up option, and there will be a color scheme. o.o

Since the last time I've updated I've been really good. I've had a girfriend through November, but that was it. We broke up recently because I just wasn't feeling her. It was right after out 1 month anniversary too! She seemed really lazy and boring and I can't deal with that. My grades have been amazing, best since like the first grade! xD High school seems pretty simple and I think these four years will actually be fun for me.

Right now I'm in New Orleans, Louisiana. Wondering "WTF?!" right? I actually have family here who's home wasn't even damaged. We were here for Christmas and are staying for New Years and it's been fine so far. I've watched the KHII Opening and joined forums, helped start the beginning of a beautiful forum we like to call SFHr (Spira's Final Hope Reunion) so if you're interested check it out in the 'Affiliates' section. Also, even if you don't join, help out the cause and advertise wherever you may go. I would help out you in anyway if you helped me! Anyway, this vacation is pretty good, but I'm psyched to go home because I'm getting my working papers to find a job that hopefully pays really good, a new cell phone, and then with the new job I'd fix up all my stuff and upgrade my room. Things I'll be looking forward to getting are: Phone Accessories; Flat screen computer monitor; LCD TV; Video Camera; New Computer altogether; New furniture; PS2/3/P games/equipment; etc. I know it's a lot and you'd think I worked for Bill Gates, but I know how to conserve my money and I would try to even get two jobs just to have the extra money. Well, that's enough for today! I'll update more often now so check back soon.

Oh, what a day... WHAT A DAY! Everyone knows it rained right? Everyone stayed at home, nice and dry watching TV right? Not my cousins, their friend, and I! We were hoping to go to their friend's house (a girl) and have like a little party at her house with making out and sex or whatever. We were told it was in Astoria (a city in Queens, NY) so we go there... We get to the end of the train stops, the very last stop. We just sit their, waiting for the girl to pick up her phone and we're just sitting or walking around the station..... in the rain since we were upstairs. While my cousins' friend was on the phone, my younger cousin and I were walking around in the rain around one particular traincar becuase there was a hot girl in it... she had a friend, but that girl wasn't so hot. We started doing weird faces to them since the train started leaving and they laughed at us of course! xD Then, once we started to get off, we walked from the train station like five LONG blocks to a powerplant in the middle of nowhere.... then we walked back all the five blocks to the trainstation and stayed at the saircase of it until the girl picked up her phone again. Now remember that it is pouring by now and the bottoms of our pants are now dripping, but it's not too bad. Then, we were about to go back on the train home because we gave up, but nope! We now go the compltely other direction becuase the girl told us to. Then we make a few turns here and there, not knowing where the F--- we're going and we just keep walking and walking. At this point we are wanting a cab real bad, and we kept putting our hands out and doing whatever we coudl to get a cab, but about 7-9 cabs just passed us, speeding up each time because we had out long shirts, baggy pants, and big hoodies, but we're just innocent kids that wanted girls' tongues in our mouths! xDD <3 (still a lot to go guys!) Well, now we're walking in the middle of nowhere and we've pretty much given up. We're now at a bus stop with a little bench (not to take the bus, just to sit down from the over 5 miles of walking by now for sure). While my cousins and their friend are talking on the phone again with the girl trying to find out where the hell we were, I was looking at a window of a house right next to us and I see shadows of too people going back and forth, back and forth and I'm hearing screams and moans... Oh crap! Then they stopped and I heard crying, but I don't wanna get into that! XD Once we think we've given up, we start walking AGAIN, but now to a different train station to try and get home like that. On the way, they see a bus called the Q66 that takes us close to their old house (my cousins had recently moved). Now, it's about 7:15 or so, it is pitch black outside and it's pouring even more right now, our pants are soaked up to are knees now, but that's all. We finally get to the damn bus stop and wait for a long as crap time til the bus got there and we get on no problem. Now, my older cousin still wants to go to the girl's house, but the rest of us are like "HELL NO!". We stay on the bus until our stop and whatnot. Now, for some strangte friggin' reason, we actually follow my cousin who is so anxious to get to this girl's house. A neat point that will be relevant soon is we got transfers from the bus at around 7:45... Remember that. Okay, so we're following this kid passed about three blocks (he's kinda running on and off to try and get there sooner). Then he makes a left, we follow... Few blocks down, he makes another left. Now, hopefulyl everyone knows that three lefts make a right and two lefts make a down... We made two lefts, or in other words, a complete U-turn! My younger cousin, the friend and I start chasing my older cousin now in anger, but we don't do anything. We keep walking and walking and now it's REALLY pouring. Our underwears are soaked, our shirts are soaked, our socks are completely soaked. But, we continue on! Now, we're on a freeway that leads to this girl's house and there's a choice. Left or right? We take right (stupid us). We walk for about 5 mile long blocks or something and then we realize... we're not getting anywhere. Then we walk ALL the way back to where we started (my cousin talking to the girl one the phone trying to find this "Trade Fair" supermarket. We walk to the left of the starting point this time and we make it to Trade Fair. Now, I have DIRT in my shoes from all the nasty puddles I stepped in. What a friggin' day, but it's not over yet. We stay at Trade Fair (inside luckily) looking at our new black pants that used to be blue. We wait and wait because the girl supposedly says she's gonna meet us there. Then my cousin goes outside and we don't see him for wahile. At this time the supermarket is playing "Celebrate good times" and we're like what the f---! And we're now worried about my cousin so we look outside an he crossed the street to meet the girls and two guys. Now, we crossed the street too (so... much... walking today) and meet them. Now there's a lot of conflict "Where the hell?" "Look at us!" "You guys are dry, shut up!"... And then we start walking to the girl's house with her leading us thank God! On the way, we see a dead squirrel on the floor... like WTF?! But we keep walking all wet still. We get to this girl's house (who might I add is UGLY) and we have to take off our really really REALLY wet shoes. Then we stay for about 6 minutes or so until her mother kicked us out because she was leaving and didn't want people she didn't know there (speciffically me and my younger cousin). So, we have to leave. No tongue, no butt, no nothin'! ;_; XD We have to walk to a bus stop now, let me tell you, it's 10:10 and transfers only last 2 hours! ;_; The bus is finally here and my older cousin has an Unlimited metro card so he's in. The transfers don't work so we have to beg the driver to let us in. We showed her all the transfers and she said "You guys can go in because you didn't lie." so we thank her and got on. Now we're nice and dry and just waiting to get home. Now I text message this girl and we start talking when she calls me. I like this girl and she goes to my school, hopefully something will happen! But that's beside the point. We finally get to my cousin's house and we're all wearing what used to be pound clothes and are now 7 pound clothes!! I get to take a shower first, then my younger than older cousin. Oh God! Then we have sandwiches, and since my Uncle finds phones and sells/gives them away and mine got messed up because of the rain, I found a new phone of the ones he had and just played around with it for a while (after finding the lock code which was 0257 and I started at 0000 going up by ones (i.e 0001, 0002, 0003, 0004, etc.)). It's the FFVII: AC phone (extremely similar) and it has the moving flip top and all that. It's awesome! Now I'm safely in his house, nice and dry, there's no rain, and it's so much fun. ONE THING THAT HAS TO BE MENTIONED! THIS IS ALL THE YANKEES' FAULT. If their friggin' game was never rained out, I never would've gone out and I would've been nice and dry in my cousin's house watching the game, with food, and everything... Damn it! But what a grat experience! Please, comment on this for me! xDD Comment on our stupidity!

I know I haven't updated in a very long time and I'm so sorry, but here'll be a long explanation and summary of what I've been up to! XD

First of all, I was hoping this girl I know would upgrade this blog with a new layout she made for me that looks just so amazing and great. She said she'd work on it for a few days, but I haven't seen her on in a while. Hopefully she'll get on soon and I can talk to her about it. Other than that, I haven't updated because my computer's being a bitch and I'm on my cousin's right now. It's about 7:13AM on a Sunday and I don't know why I'm awake! xD Seems my body got used to waking up earlier due to high school.

Next thing... During the summer I had a great time. The main thing I did during the summer was play baseball. I've decided that when I'm in college or finishing high school I WILL make it to the Minor Leagues then eventually to the Major Leagues. There's no other way for me. Failure is the only reason I'd have another career and I'll never forgive myself if that happens. Now, I'm not only practicing/playing in the parks with friends, I'm also on a baseball team in my highschool. The school is almost brand new, so there are only Sophomores and Freshamans now (me being a freshman). Our team doesn't have many reliable members and a lot of people don't go to some of the practices. I am getting better bit by bit, but I still have a long way to go. The main thing, in the entire game of baseball, that I really need help with is groundballs. I'm an infielder since I don't feel like wasting my arm in the outfield. So I mainly play 2nd, Shortstop, or if I have no other choice, 3rd. I'd prefer to be a 2nd basemen if anything because I don't have to use my arm too much, double-plays didn't seem so hard when we practiced, and if I make a mistake, but keep the ball infront of me, I can quickly recover and throw the runner out easily since 1st is so close. Now, baseball is life, and nothing's gonna change that. I'll be the best, and I'll acknowledge anyone who helped me along the way! <3 Also, since it kinda has to do with the baseball practices, I must mention that I really proved myself as being a true player to the sophomores on the team. After a bit of practice, the sophomores (our leaders until we get a coach...) said we weren't hustling and were too lazy. They made us run 3 laps around the entire field... which was probably the size of a Minor League field or close to it (that's pretty damn big for our age). Now, there were two lines and one sophomore lead each one. These sophomores were the best on the team and the main leaders of the team so they were the ones I really wanted to impress. Now, on our way around the first lap, most of the people finished and a few quit before we got through (the first lap!). Once we completed the first lap and got around the starting point again, most of the remaining people got out and sat down. Now there were probably 5 left... 3 sophomores (the two leaders and another), myself, and another freshman who was well behind the group. He left and went back to the dugouts. The other sophomore (not one of the leaders) also went back since he was a little bigger and couldn't run that much. Now it was only me and the two leaders and we hadn't even gotten halfway through the 2nd lap. We completed the 2nd lap successfully and I was starting to get stitches (when your ribs start poking at your lungs), but I kepy going. About halfway through the 3rd lap, I was in a tremendous amount of pain. I hadn't eaten all day, no liquid in my body for a long while, and I was breathing extremely hard, but I stayed with it. Near the end of the lap there's a path of grass and one of the leaders said, "At the end of the grass, we start running." (since we had been jogging the lap you could say) and I wasn't really looking forward to that... At the end of the grass, though, we all started running at full speed and unbelievably, we were all in sync with each other when it came to top speed. I have always been known as the fastest, the best at running, the unbeatable, yet here I have two sophomores (probably 2 years older than me) that are as fast as I am... This is gonna be fun! We end the 3 laps and I get recognition for my hard running and now the leaders of the team realize I'll be a tough one to crack... they can count on me to be there.

Oh, for all those FFVII fans out there, I'm sure you've already seen FFVII: AC! Best movie ever created to match the game prequel, "...Possibly the best game ever made!" !! <3 I watch it over and over. Cloud pwnz, Tifa pwnz, Vincent pwnz, and Kadaj pwnz. Sephy should've had more time to be in the movie, Loz should've been strong without his little knuckle thing, Zack should've had bigger hair, Cloud should've used materia at one point or another, and Tifa's boobs should've been bigger! xDD <3 I don't wanna spoil too much for the morons that haven't seen the movie that are also reading this... yea you... Damn it, stop reading... You're only reading this 'cause it's here... I bet you're still reading... Right about now you're like "Shut up." or "Why am I still reading this?" right? Well stop then... Okay good.... No, still reading huh? Well, whatever, continue down! xD

Now, that was long and all, but it was a good story, no? Hopefully people are even reading this. If you have any friends that you think might like these littlle stories, by all means tell, tell! I want as many visitors, messages in my guestbook (right above these messages if you didn't know), comments, e-mails, etc. as possible. Please, send send! Until next time!

P.S My e-mail is "eternalmemoria@hotmail.com" and my AIM is "just secks it" for now... I'll be getting a newer screenname to match my new tag, eMeRaLD, but not for a while... 1

Well, good news for me today! I made plans with two girls to gout out on Thursday and Friday. Thursday I'm going to hangout with my current girlfriend and then Friday is with one of my ex-girlfriend's friends. My ex showed this girl a picture of me and the girl just fell in love with me. Now I talked to her online and set up a date to meet her. She seems cool and she two years older than me. She said these words, "Trust me, when you meet me, you're not gonna need Nina (my current girlfriend) anymore. I'm a women (wrong spelling) not some little 13 year old girl." And I'm just fine with that! xD Maybe we'll hit it off, I sure hope so if she looks as good as her personality makes her look. Either way, I'll probably really like her. Guess we'll have to wait and see. Check back on Friday or Saturday (or Monday) to see what happend.

I won't be updating my blog on Saturday or Sunday since I'm going to Haverstraw (a city in NY) for my little cousin's birthday party. His mom, my older cousin, rented an entire pool for it and it's going to be awesome! Afterwards we're having a barbecue. Man its going to be a fun weekend for sure! xDDD

What a day... I went to Hurricane Harbor today, right next to Six Flags. OMG, it was perfect on a 94 degree day! It did take a while to get to the actual park due to the other thousand (give or take a hundred!) there, but when we got settled in and ready, we went for the little pools. When we stuck our feet in, we realized it would take just a little while till we got used to the freezing water! xD My little cousin, from Dominican Republic, dived right in the little freak. My other cousin and I tried to follow up, but we're far too smart to go in that fast. After about 5-10 minutes, we too were splashing around the water like morons. We went on a few raft rides, slides, the lazy river that goes around the whole park (it's just a pool shaped like a mote (sp?), but it has geysers or whatever you call it that powers that water to push in one direction pulling you on little rafts or if you'd like to swim) and it's sweet to relax on. After a while of relaxing, we had to go to the best part of the park, in our opinion... The WAVE POOL!! What a perfect way to spend a hot summer day. Artificial waves smacking you in the face every 10 minutes, lasting 10 minutes! Against the wall is the best where the waves collide against you and get bigger and bigger. It's so fun to jump right before they get to you so that they pull you with them! What a fun day it was, except for the huge cut I got on my foot that made it impossible for me to walk without pausing being I scraped it on the floor and stood in pain. Thank God it's all over.

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