entry 1:15 PM 11/2/2006
BGM : Stardust - Denzal Sinclaire

** Well, she left My stardust melody~ the memory of love's refrain

And now the purple dust of twilight time
Steals across the meadows of my heart
Now the little stars, the little stars pine
Always reminding me that we're apart
You wander down the lane and far away
Leaving me a love that cannot die
Love is now the stardust of yesterday
The music of the years gone by.

Sometimes I wonder why I spend
The lonely nights
Dreaming of a song
That melody haunts my reverie
And I am once again with you
When our love was new
And each kiss an inspiration
Ah, but that was long ago
Now my consolation
Is in the stardust of a song

Beside a garden wall
Where stars are bright
You are in my arms
That nightingale tells its fairy tale
of paradise where roses grew
Though I dream in vain
In my heart it will remain
my stardust melody
The memory of love's refrain.

It wasn't in vain though, I was taught a lot of things =) so Sayonara, my dearest, may you always be loved

** It's been amazing this past week I got sick, but in the end, I'm beign more productive, it's unbelievable ^^; I'm even considering to remain sick just so that I can work more, lol XD I think God is reminding me that it's not by my power that I can do things, for everything is his own, including my health. It's not because of my own power that I can do things, but because God lets me have the power. Even in conditions when I think it's impossible to be productive, when I kneel and ask for help, power is given. Minggu ini peernya bejibun parah d, tapi lucu mikri klo me sehat, benernya itu semua ga bakal selese ^^; At any rate, I think God is teaching me a lot of stuff in ways that I've never known before, and I'm grateful for that XD

** Hmm things that i watch this season: Code Geass (not so original, but fun to watch and the graphics looks purty), Kanon (never watched the 2002 version, so I'm enjoying this so far =x), Asatte no Houkou (it's good but depressing x.x I may drop it sometime soon, but we'll see)

Shu: Hnn, bukannya badannya, tapi dalemnya ^^; me kadangan mikir orang itu semakin "dewasa" semakin ncoba jadi "realistic" dan ga mo coba hal2 yg risky (no, I'm not talking business stuff here). Ini me ngomong gitu gara2 me ditolak cewe yg lebih tua dari me XD;

Chiya: beh, klo bisa me ga mau trait "ga mo coba hal yg risky" yg ada di adult2 yg me tau ^^; adult as in responsible, okay, but not in that

yani: kasian amat kamu stres gitu =b perlu loli? *kasih lolipop*

Irma: Hmm, I'd rather not identify myself as adult as long as it's associated with what society think is adult-sy traits ^^; as I said before, I'd like to be responsible, but not losing my youthfulness

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entry 7.56 PM 06.10.2006
BGM : I Can See Clearly Now - Holly Cole

** I hate adults >_>; Never stop dreaming people >_>; I hate adults, why do you guys have to be so realistic?

Kuni: hahahahah life as always? XD;
Subarunyon terakhir ngemud loli 8.00 PM 06.10.2006

entry 1:47 AM 14/03/2006
entry 11:38 PM 05.10.2006
BGM : Autumn in New York - The Sounds of Autumn @CBC Radio Late Night Jazz

** Hahahaha.... Lawl, been 7 months since last update Xb yay me. Tons of things happened since last entry but... I dunno if I'll bother writing them all down ^^; hmm anyway, lesse what's in my mind right now XD

** Summer has passed, and here comes autumn, And here I am falling in love again >_>; Lagi naksir cw Korea umur 23.... mati d kenapa me harus naksirnya ce dewasa mulu? T_T anyway kejadiannya sih... kita sekali ngedate tanpa direncana, tadinya sih maunya rame2, tapi satu persatu bilang "ah males lah gw ada peer." Akhirnya berdua doang jalan2 ke Storyeum Vancouver (a place all Vancouverites should go tew). Hmm trus abis itu kita ngopi di starbucks. Maybe the chocolate effect too, but when she said "I'm going back to Korea in two weeks" I feel so so sad >_>; and somehow I feel that I love her. Bleh X_X; Love is confusing. Anyawy, I'll update tomorrow XD;

We're meeting up tomorrow, to discuss about my "strange behaviour" XD; I expect something along the lines of "udah mo pergim jadi susah." It's all good, right now I just want her to be happy =)

So yeah... love hurts XD; but it's all good

** I'm taking 6 courses this term, yay me Xb

** So anyway now that I can type much faster compared to 6 mths ago, lets hope that I can update this more frequently Xb cyas all =b

Tara, AyaM: Hoh, blog baru? ^^; sep2, ini me pengen ganti leyot... entah kapan sempet bikin XD;
VZX : Yeah tuju bulan 2 hari baru diapdet Xb anyway udah toh XD;
Shu: yu shu X3 kapan kita menikah? =D
Kuni: ga tau, nomer yg trakhir gw pake buat sms u itu yg baru ^^; pake itu aja d pokokna
Yani: kamu itu selaen ngobsesi hyde kerjanya spam aja ya? x.x; kemana aja sih? sekarang kamu yg ngilang tauk ^^;
Icchang: yu Icchang~ XD lama ga ketemu su X3 ngapain aj? =D

Subarunyon terakhir ngemud loli 11:46 PM 05.10.2006

entry 1:47 AM 14/03/2006
BGM : Every Little Thing - Good Night

** phew stupidly make another layout X_X; anyway, here goes the layout without entry... I'll throw in bishoujo of the day just for kicks >b
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...... Erm, just kidding >.> But that zeta is just soooo good >3 anyway here goes





Looks like this figure is going to be awesome... >3

eh? yes, I ordered it >_> 4700 Y. blame me and my loli tendencies >.>;

When will they make Anzu, those lazy guys at goodsmile =_=; the only death cloth that is display-safe is hikaru's tho.... so no Anzu in her death cloth for me >.> I wonder if they'll make Nagi's too ^^;;

** Movei review Goodnight and Goodluck - Arh pusing, susah ngertinya desu X_X; unik sih item putih, tapi klo ga ngerti sejarahnya susah mo enjoynya ^^;; The jazz ost was awesome tho. Buat yg niat nonton, me recoomend research dulu dikit. Ga ngerti musuhnya itu syp sampe akhir2 ^^;

Mermoirs of Geisha - So-so movie imo, maybe I can appreciate it more if I have read the book =/ Only the dancing scene looks exceptional, the others parts are... as I said, so so ^^; I'd rather them keep Sayuri in loli mode till the end, then I can be happy >b I know that wasnt a helpful review... sue me XD;

Subarunyon terakhir ngemud loli 2:01 AM 14/03/2006