♥I am...♥
♥Crazy, funny, stupid, crazy, slightly racist in a non racist way, quizzical, obsessive compulsive, bi-polar, ADD without a diagnosis which basically means i have the attention span of a retarded goldfish.♥
♥I have...♥
♥many wonderful personalities, except theyre only one, if that makes sense. I guess im more of an ambiguous person. I like sensitive guys, yet i like to be treated like shit. I like punk, yet i like jazz. I like roses, yet i carry handcuffs in my purse. Im just that amazing.♥
♥Most people who know me say that I'm...♥
♥not a prep. thats pretty much the biggest misconception about me. because i know how to dress and i dont want to go to school every day looking like i just rolled out of bed, or just got shat on by a gloomy monster, must automatically mean im a prep. Im pretty much the least preppy, most chill person to ever wear a polo shirt. and i can tie a cherry stem with my tongue. can you do that? didnt think so! Paranoid... I sleep with a knife by my bed... god, i wish I could have a gun...♥
♥I like...♥
♥reading, writing, singing, playing guitar, playing bass- even though i have no idea what im doing-, running around singing with people, skipping, reading some more, watching movies by myself because people never SHUT UP when they're watching movies!, music, funk, bass bass bass- I'm such a black person trapped in the shell of an irish person... for shizzle- art, science, religion. I love long discussions, not fights, not arguments, although i love those too, but the kind of discussion where you walk away feeling like you accomplished something. I love school, though im never here. I love my friends, who're crazy just like me. I love boys, because they are oh so fun to play with and tease. I love GERMAN because its such a fun class. I love being irish because it gives me an excuse to drink and smoke and not know any better. I love being native american cause i can blame everything on whitey. I love being blonde cause its such a shock to people when they find out IM ACTUALLY SMART.♥
♥I need...♥
♥better friends. a boyfriend. stable relationships, no matter what they are, that dont get fucked up by stupid little fights. Someone to snuggle with, and do other stuff...♥